Literally... Saw the light.

I was still in bed since im not feeling good last night. My mom keeps on calling me to go down already to eat lunch. I dont want to get up yet but she keeps on buzzing (we have a buzzer in the room. weird right?) in my room so i dont have a choice but to go down. We ate in the terrace since its a beautiful weather. I ate slowly since im not feeling well. When i drank my juice, i suddenly felt weird and about to faint. My mom keeps on tapping my face to wake me up, but i just cant. I cant literally speak and my hands cant move. That time, i thought i was dreaming and I suddenly saw a light and that feeling when you want to wake up from that nightmare but you cant, because its real. I dont know what to do that time, and i just kept on crying. i compose myself and to steady my sight. My mom is nervous and hugged me and prayed. She's telling me to pray and i just nod but my tears just keep on falling. My mom and sister carried me to the couch inside the house (terrace remember?) since i cant move my feet too anymore. "Kulibra" if its in my dialect of what my sickness that i cant move my hands and feet. My body is full of air and the only cure is to massage my whole body so that the air will come out. I kept on crying because my body is numb and the feeling that you cant move your hands and feet is really scary. Then the masseuse came and treated me. It was painful and i cant bare it. Crying is the only way i can bare the pain. There's nothing i can do anymore but to suffer to take away the pain. My mom didnt stop praying and i did too. Then after 10 minutes, i came to relax. I can move my feet already. My mom persuades me to try to move my hands but i still cant. But after a few minutes, i can move them but the pain that the masseuse did is still there.

From what happened earlier to me is a lesson learned. If that is the situation you are in, all you have to do is pray. There is no powerful than prayer. I thank the heavens that i recovered fast and nothing more happened to me.

The Conjuring!

Well spent with my fellow MTE and Rasia and Kaye by watching The Conjuring.

We decided to meet up in Quantum and stayed there for awhile and while waiting for the others to come, Paulaine and Joanna entertain us by playing the Just Dance 4. We enjoyed watching them. Then after that we went for lunch first in McDonalds and Monica treat us.

We then went upstairs in the cinema and there are many people waiting outside the cinema and thankfully we have reservations so we went inside immediately. We have difficulty choosing the seats because some of us, especially me, don't want to seat in the side so what i did was looking for someone to seat beside and i end up beside Rasia.

During the movie, i am covering the face by slouching i bit in my seat and brought my bag near my face supported by my knee. Haha thankfully during the scary scenes, i was able to cover myself before the ghost/person appeared. And for being myself, i then ask the person beside me, which is Yen, what happened. haha i just laugh my ass out because of their facial expressions.

Sometimes during the movie, instead of screaming because im afraid, i was fangirling with Rasia. hahha best fangirl moments ever. Because we were screaming about our idols. LOL ikr! :))

It was fun until the end of the day. It's our first get together as a class but some our classmates didn't come because of the weather. :/ wish they'ed come.

HAD THE BEST DAY SO FAR! :))

thank your Monica for the treat! :))

Vespers SY: 2013-2014

Yeahey! The Vespers was a SUCCESS! :)) I was so shock that during the practice, we were all tired and gloomy and didn't have the attitude to practice. But during the Vespers itself, we were all sitting up straight, all singing and were in good behavior. XD

Im so PROUD of my batchmates! \m/

*Before the Vespers*

While changing, we were all amaze on how the way we look. We look like angels! hahah >< no doubt! We are somehow excited(or is it just me) because we work hard for our Vespers to be a Success, and it was! :)) We went to the grade school AVR and waited their until it announces that we will proceed to the chapel or  for some announcements from Mrs. Sustiguer.

We waited for awhile outside the chapel until it was 4pm. Then someone told me that my sister was there. I was a little bit shock, because i only invited my Mother, but my sister was here. The  i saw my Mother. i wanted to cry that time because my mother rarely come to something like this, and it means alot to me.

*During the Vespers*

I felt butterflies in my stomach when i walked into the aisle. I don't know why but i felt that i wanted this Vespers to be perfect and i don't want to make mistakes. And it went well as I expected.

Together with my other batchmates, the Vespers were History.

*After the Vespers*

We went straight again to the grade school AVR for Mrs. Sustiguer comments about the Vespers. She said that:

First: give yourselves 10 clasp *and we went beyond the 10 claps*

Second: we were not shouting while waiting for the Vespers to start and we were all singing

Lastly: we are in good and proper behavior.

Yeahey! we received a good feedback about this year Vespers! XD

Super Junior :'>

Im thankful that i met them, know them, and share moments with them. Without them, i don't know where to put myself right now. Because of them, i know half of myself. I meet new friends whom i don't know around the world and haven't meet yet and because of them i know that i can be someone who can be something that is important, because of the passion that will bring you there. Because of them, i shared my talents in dancing, since their the group that influence me to do it.

Super Junior is the FIRST and will be the LAST group that will inspire me. Playing Safe you say? No! Im just LOYAL to them. Im the person that doesn't immediately change mind and just forget the things that struck me and influence me the most. Im the person who CARES and look upon the person that most of the people will just step on.

I consider myself an "ELF".

"ELF" - Ever. Lasting. Friends. The words says it ALL. Friends/Fandoms/Idol that doesn't LEAVE anyone behind nor STEP ON. If you treat yourself one of it, BE IT. 

I can't express myself anymore, because that's all i have. I can't take it any further because I know that YOU know yourself better than i am.

Fandoms

Even if im not there from the start, im always here until the end.
Some people just doesn't care who their messing with. 
Doesn't care who their stepping on. 
If you're loyal to this fandom, STAY, no matter what will happen, even if there is a rookie group, or a member from the group will go to the army.
If you call yourself a fan, please consider the feelings of the idol your leaving, because they will feel neglected.
I feel sorry for you, because you lost the trust of the idols.

(masaktan sa gustong masaktan)

Hysterical Play (late upload)

Hysterical Play

It was epic! Hahah Im so PROUD of my fellow batch mates, especially my MTE! :'> they are so good that i cant express what i can say to them.

New actors were discovered especially Jianne. Wow! Its just so good. Andrea was so funny! War between Hector (Cheska) and Achilles (Isza) is so funny. The rock-paper-scissor was so unexpected by the audience.

I heard different feedback about our play, and it was so stress reliever. My classmates were telling us earlier that we are good, and if we keep it up, maybe our play is even better, if we just keep our hard work and help each other.

I CAN FEEL THE PLAYEST BY NOW! XD

LOVE GROUP

Today is full of fun with my fellow LOVE groupmates. ^^ thanks to Chesca who offered her house to do our Economics Project. >< hahaha its really unforgettable.

i really LOVE my groupmates. <3

August 2, 2013

August 2, 2013 was the best day i ever had, eventually, this school year.
Even though it was the last day of our First Quarter exam, it was well spent with my fellow MTErs.! hahaha

First thing that we have to do is to practice for our Historical Play, but end up making our Economic Project. Then doing weird stuff after finalizing it. It was a hectic day but it was worth it.

Since it was lunch time and we haven't taken our lunch, we planned to eat at McDonald's. But we first, we took a few shots before heading out. hahaaha

First shot: Poker faces. But Hannah beg to differ.

 Second shot: Smile! :)

Last shot: Wacky! But most of us had Peace sign and Tongues out! ><

After the picture, Hannah said "wacky ta pero Peace sign man tanan" it was not the exact words, but this is close enough to what she said. hahahaha it was so funny to think of it.

We cant go outside if we want to come here again if we dont have a permission slip. So we go back inside again and search for a teacher to help us. hahha it was harder than we thought. The rest is history.

And so we eat our lunch in McDonalds and found some our fellow batchmates. We eat then talk about RANDOM stuff that i cannot forget. ahahaha and took some pictures as well.

It was about 2pm when we get back to AC. It was so hot when we arrived there and when we were about to go our classroom, Paulaine and Pauleen together with Marianne is about to the Ark and we asked if there is still practice? Paulaine said: "wla naman sila, kag stressed man ta tanan"

So we headed up to the canteen. The rest is history.

I was about to go home because im bored and plus my phone is about to ran out of battery, but then i saw some friends playing 'chinese garter'. Hahaha i miss playing that. And so i got to play it with them and it was so fun. Come to think of it i can still jump until the head of my classmate, and all of who are there watching, plus the teacher who are in watching in the MDFT, was amazed. :)) *self praise*

And lastly, the rest is history.

-long blog i ever had so far. :)) 

Last First Quarter Exam in Assumption... :((

To think of it, yesterday is my last First Quarter Exam in AC. :((

LAST!
LAST
LAS
LA
L
Loving it!

hahah even though it was my last, it was well spent with my fellow MTErs! hahaha
(next blog later)

GROWL!!!!

LDHWNEIGK'FWLHANBDSGI,KB'DSNGI,KVDBNPWS !!!!

WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW I FELT EARLY IN THE MORNING (12am KST) WHEN THE MUSIC VIDEO HAS RELEASED. LWSFNIWDSKNV' KSXNVKSDN


but i was half disappointed because its not like a music video. More of dance version. ><


BUT IT WAS WORTH THE WAIT. WHAHAHAHA

OVARIES

AND THE DANCE!!!! ><

watch here -----> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I3dezFzsNss (Korean Version),
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6AAKi1OLZzQ (Chinese Version)

and the problem is that, i cannot download the video. >< huhu TT_TT where can i download.

Survived!

Yesterday was the First Quarter exam, and im proud to say

"I SURVIVED!"

Hahaha! It was a piece of cake. >< MATH, FILIPINO & CLE. ^^ -thank you! :))

And now earlier was the second day. It was okay, because i studied last night. XD 

CALCULUS, ECONOMICS & JOURNALISM. Yeah! Chicken Adobo. Yum!Yum!Yum! ^^

lemme study now for the last 2subjects tomorrow. PHYSICS & ENGLISH! *ciao* 

EXO's Leaked Dance Video

AS;FKHADNIXOVKHDBAN'IOXK!!!

#fangirlmode

OKAY! SO THE LEAKED DANCE VIDEO WAS OUT. AND I WAS LIKE TT_TT...

and

I cant explain what i feel. Its just so beautiful and the music is so good to listen. and the DANCE!!! aifgbdainskfhcbnidaokfvgbheandojshxfbcnd

bare with me. ><
August 1, 2013 the Music Video will release. So i have to wait for 3days. >< and its Exam. nice :.

here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5RTXK9zErw :))

ACAT

OKAY! Me and my fellow batch mates took the ACAT yesterday. It was okay, 60 minutes for every test and there is only 2 tests given. Finished the test with a blink of an eye. hahaha But honestly, it was beyond my vocabulary.

I need a dictionary yesterday but it was okay, i managed. hahaha ><

Just hoping to get a good score and pass the test. >< 

About Me!

100 FACTS ABOUT ME!

1-10 [personal]

- Ma. Ela Duran is the name

- 15 years of living

- July 20, 1997 is the special day

- type O

- 5'1 ang height :((

- from Iloilo City

- Assumptionista

- size 7 ang paa

- athletic

- simple

D ko sasabihin ang weight, medyo masakit eh! >< lol

11-20 [addicted to]

-hershey/sweets

-v-necks

-shoes (vans, snickers)

-yogurts

-ketchup and gravy

-kpop

-sleeping

-fanfics

-adobo

-tumblr (follow me: eunhaebabies.tumblr && opsouchterrible.tumblr)

21-30 [likes]

-color blue

-dancing

-volleyball

-ballers

-kpop

-fangirl

-doodling (kahit d maganda ang drawing)

-writing stories (d naman pinapublish ><)

-collecting souvenirs

-collecting tumblr pictures

31-40 [hates]

-fake people

-maarte

-color pink

-mga taong nag spspit sa paligid

-heels -_-

-injections

-Chicser fans

-trying hard people

-smokers

-make-ups

41-50 [personallity]

-madaldal

-masayahin

-ndi tampohin

-funny DAW

-mabait

-makulit

-down to earth

-tanga minsan

-manhid

51-60 [others]

- nagttype ng 'lol' pero d ko naman halos sinasabi yan

-i thumbsuck when i was young

-1.1kg ang weight when i was still a baby

-miracle child

-akala ni mama na lalaki ako pero ang kinalabasan ay babae. Wla akong magawa! -/0_0\-

-d na ako nag iinternet masyado, wla nang gagawin dyan.

-nagsimula magsayaw ng todo nung 2011 lng.

-forever ELF ^^

-kpopper since 2010

-mahilig sa gimik pero d pinapayagan :((

61-70 [habit]

-biting my nails

-biting my lips

-faking hiccups

-sratching my sculp

-touching my earrings

-having blank face O_o (natatawa mga classmates ko kung ginagawa ko yan, tinutukso nila ako! Ahah)

-playing my phone literally

-everyday coke :))

-daydreaming (lol)

-touching my belly button

70-80 [others]

-last minute worker

-fav numbers 8,15,3

-bipolar

-daming crushes :'))

-have an elder sister

-guitarist

-medyo wavy ang buhok

-want to have the power of telekinesis

-mahilig sa mga cartoon stuffs

-prefer na nasa kama nlng palagi

81-90 [scared of]

-heights

-horror movies

-snakes

-mga lasing

-kung galit si papa ><

-failure

-stage fright

-jellyfish nakaexperience na kasi eh

-tumaba :(( ayaw ko nyan!!!

-kung ndi gusto ng ibang tao ang personality ko

91-100 [goals]

-bilhin ang lahat ng sj albums

-pumunta sa mga concerts

-mabili lahat na nasa goal list items ko

-makabili ng maliit na ref para sa kwarto ko

-na may sariling credit card/bank acc for my future ><

-stable job syempre

-makatayo ng bahay sa mother side na lupa/resort

-may 1000php na load (whahahah gusto ko yan!)

-mahalikan si Donghae! (libreng mangarap! :p)

-more goals to come! XD

(will edit soon...)